so my mom got in a fist fight with my cuz and my cuz called the cops on my mom .....my mom fleed and was looking for a way to get home from reno.we were in reno 3 more days then we had planed and missed my sisters birthday. i never thought that my cuz was evil but she is she threated me and when my sister called her to say she would beat her ass my cuz said "i`ll call the cops on you to bitch" at that point we were walking home from somewhere at night alone and i colasped and started dry heving on the sidewalk and crying my eyes out.the thoughts that ran threw my held were: how could she do that to her family to me!!! put my only family i have known for my whole life in jail my mom my sister. the only to pplz i had ever held dear my dad was murdered so i would have noone left but my grandparents who arnt as yuong as they look i was alone. i looked at my cuz in hopes she would stay behind a help me up but all she did was say "what!" and started walking away.i leaned my back against a wall coughing pplz asked if i was ok i said yeah not wanting to draw attionten to myself.i looked for my cuz from that spot but she was gone and i was alone in reno at 11:00 at night. when i fanlly was able to get up.i walked down the street and found out i was lost....i asked a girl for a way to the way to my house she gave them to me i fake smiled and thanked her and left. i found my cuz at the end of the block near the house bcuz she couldnt go in the house without me. we said nothing that whole block home. in her room i stared at her in discused and i left meeting my mom at her bfs house.my mom got bite by a spider and wouldnt stop crying in pain i justed wanted to go to sleep at the time but i was worryed about her but i didnt care at that momment my heart was broken into little tiny pices and would never heal. still hasnt and now i find out that my cuz is leavin my family to be with her friends!!!!!!!i want to kill her....maybe i will its not like i matter to anyone....and now one of my best friend is moving away!i cant take this much pain i just cant its going to kill me. i hate this life and this world of people who only care about themself.